ok i realise i havent updated in ages...and this wont be a full on update. i just arrived in germany yesterday after having 3 months in the USA...i had an awesome time working in a summer camp there and i hope my adventures will continue to be exciting!! cant wait to write everything ive done down but then i no im gonna forget heaps..and be 2 lazy to actually do it. i still have about 2 months left..some in germany and some in italy. i dont have alot of money sooo i cant go to places like england (somewhere i really want to go annnd nooow have ppl to stay with) or france, greece...etc!! another time!! the summer camp was awesome and i miss the ppl heaps buuut im also enjoying being with fran annnd tonight meeting roma!! YAY!! i miss u guys in the aussie land!! but i no im gonna see u again so arent to worried about it. hmmm im gonna go now cause im being rude to my franny baby! ill keep u all updated if ya interested...lala love yaaaa OZ oxox

heYa... ok i juuust read my last entry and realised how long ago it was, so even though i dont really feel like it im gonna updated a little bout whats happening. ok first and most importantly i am no longer a school student!! thats right ppl i've completed my higher school education. pretty damn exciting (marks were alright...but i dont even need to worry bout them cause i have no idea what i want to do). Instead of going to uni (as i was never planning)
...and oooomg some bible ppl just came around to try to convert me, its like HELLO i have belief and u coming to my front door telling me all this shit while im in my pjs and smell like shit (also my i point out looking like shit) is not gonna to change my views and beliefs. i just hate it when ppl try to impose there views onto other ppl. if the person wants to 'find god' they will do it in there own sweet time. I dont see the bible as be factual u no? they actually believe that the second coming will come and bring back all the dead and stop death and pain (and therefore, in my view, life) and of course they have thought of all the answers to what i say but not in a way that is really answering just in a way that 'god didnt want us to die...we have all these planets in this universe maybe its god plan that we will start living on them' or something... whatever. Soz I respect them and would have like to have read there little book that they were showing me but it doesnt mean i believe exactly what they r saying. I'm just this lowly teen who doesnt no enough bout her own realign to comment and the way they do it is kind of like an attack. I fine that kind of confrontation very hard to getting out of.
yes anyway i wrote lots bout it and i dont even no i said anything at all (but i have lots more of nothing to say bout that matter...)
back to this year... OH so ive got a job ($9 tiny dollars an hour...reeeeally bad buut at leat i get money) and im going off to america to do a summer camp thing over there. Going to a camp near chicago, its a jewish camp (and NO im not jewish lol) its ok though...cause i dont mine learning about there cuture just as long as they dont impose themselves on me. Anyway, i have a job as an 'arts and crafts' person. i think more as a crafts person (i think im more crafty and i have sooo many different arts and crafts skills..as in im not very GOOd at them myself but i would be able to teach and help kids hehe). After the summer camp comes europe for as long as i can afford (which im now seeing isnt alot haha).
gonna go now love all around OZ

i'm bored
EXAM TIME! YAY!EXCITEDNESS!
'ness' is my new word/attactment to everything.
it can be put anywhere and mean anything!i love ya baby!all for u!
haha weeee...yeah well still bored
WISH me luck!

I wanted to write a poem about spring but everything i was thinking about went in a stupid little rhyme...how lame..though they were kinda cute, but nothing new though.

I LOVE spring so much, warm breeze, scents of flowers and just the memories! i wish i was little again, playing in the school pool or walking down the hill and smelling the blossoms. my old school was so beautiful, not only in the way it looked but also in the way it felt. Safe and fun, blissfully unaware.

oh well, old times are gone and i have to move with time. it always finds a way to drang us down. i mean, look at us with we get old!We have shrunk and NOT by choice. Not from the weight of the world. Just because TIME has found a way!damn u!...moving on....

i dont no what to do anymore... its like this lost, empty feeling!D&T is done...ALL year ive been working on it and im meh...FINE with it...yeeeeeeees ok, i no i could have done better, but the pieces had to relate to the criteria tables. anyway a whole year (or it was meant to be...that doesnt exactly mean it was) and the markers come it...look at everything ive done for half an hour...and the mark is done!ALL OVER

Oh ppl i no who are reading this, come to the exabihition (those that arent at my school that is...) im pretty sure mine will be displayed cause its the only thing of mine up annnd its finished...that pretty much garentees it.

Where are u all...
where am i??
OHhhhhHhh colours................beautiful colours.........a light.........its so.....zap